SO UNREALISTICALLY VULNERABLE.

Monday, September 28, 2009

20th birthday

lol, time is really fast...
this year birthday was good as always.
really glad cus i see people around me who cares for me.
although cant be with you on this day, but at least we already spent the day together.
and with friends today.
you know dear.. im starting to think differently about frog.
she used to be so annoying, but not to doubt.. she's definitely a person who will stand out for me if ever something happens.
for the past years, no matter how cold our friendship were.. she never fail to celebrate for me and buy me gifts that would make me happy.
today she sent me a msg after the celebration saying that she really hope i can enjoy everyday of my 20th.
thats what she always do every year.
compared to "you-know-who", it's so much difference.
a best friend whom i've known for 8 years, and just a friend whom i've known for 4 years plus...
in my heart, i can see clearly the difference.
the amount of effort she put in me, and the amount of effort "you-know-who" has placed.
can say that i feel disappointed but yet again,
friends are not forever.
so well, now you know... the only friend who would never change is ron.
thats why i cherish this special friendship with him.
it's like god sent.. he helped me in every way. in times of happy and trouble.
to me, i never knew someone would really treat me so good. like, he really wish me well from the heart. it's rare...
but now i know, besides my family.. you and ron are my closest that wont ever leave no matter what happens. (im starting to cherish kinship now as i start to grow older. haha)

and i know you'll always protect me from whatever that will happen and keep me safe.
SO... whatever it is, you'll be someone i wont let go as well..
just like a family :)

♥roy&lin♥ 11:16 PM